Meditations – Mid 2010

Meditation – May 31, 2010

Scripture

Do not grow slack in zeal, be fervent in spirit, serve the Lord. Rejoice in hope, endure in affliction, persevere in prayer. Romans 12:11-12

Prayer

Interesting how the emphasis is on what I am to be and not what I must do. Help me to probe further.

Response

Yes, these verses invite you to witness the transformation that is possible, is occurring within you, and one that you first become aware. Be filled with enthusiasm, sustained in spirit, dedicated to the Lord, celebratory in your hope, unwavering in adversity, and expanding prayer in all seasons of your life. What more is to be said or advised, especially since you are empowered to be who you are and are becoming regardless of the circumstances that might beset you at times.

For zeal, picture yourself on a beach hauling a skiff to the water; digging your feet in the sand as you pull without pause – the calm sea is so inviting and the gentle breeze offers smooth sailing – noting will stop you; embracing, seizing, and acknowledging an indescribable, perhaps once familiar, warmth that flows within generating such peace; celebratory waiting intently for the sun to rise through dark rain clouds on the distant horizon; determined, confirmed, focused in deep loss; luxuriant in your time of prayer.

Scripture gives you pause to assess this and every day the you unfolding –so unique and blessed, yet in communion with those who are, were, and will be companions on this journey.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 30, 2010

Scripture

“But when he comes, the Spirit of truth, he will guide you to all truth. He will not speak on his own, but he will speak what he hears, and will declare to you the things that are coming”. John 16:13

Prayer

Reassuring to know that the Spirit of truth guides me to the truth, however, painful that might be at times. Help me to hear with clarity his voice.

Response

Do you remember as a child trying to drown out advice or instructions with a childish refrain or more attention than required on a routine task? At such times, you could hardly claim that you didn’t know what was happening. So it is now. It is imperative that you listen, the time for dallying or waiting for that proverbial other day is past. The new day has dawned in your life. So listen.

Indeed, there are times when you seem to wake up and find yourself in a new clime, environment, on a road you definitely did not choose – thus finding that the old weathered maps are of no or little assistance. It is as such times that the Spirit of trust, the Holy Spirit, or the Holy Ghost of your youth, is with you ready to guide you in the most subtle ways especially when you might be hard-hearted.

Look around you right now and consider how you got to where you are, the people who surround you –short, tall, young, old, healthy, ill, wise, dull, rich, beset by poverty, familiar, strangers; count the many, many blessings that daily seem to wash over you as in a glacier pool after a long trek in the mountains. Between splashes listen to what he says because he gives voice in your heart as to what he hears. And you don’t have to be told again, do you, that his words are meant for you especially on this and every day in whatever circumstances you find yourself even and especially if you didn’t invite the circumstances. Sing praise.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 29, 2010

Scripture

O God, you are my God– for you I long! For you my body yearns; for you my soul thirsts, like a land parched, lifeless, and without water. Psalms 63:2

Prayer

Help me in your grace to yearn for you.

Response

Like a taste that stays with you and increases over the years, so your yearning increases and matures. Imagine being given just a taste of a fine wine by a grandfather at a family celebration when no one was looking. So too you received in my grace a hint of that fair bouquet when you couldn’t spell the word, nor appreciated the flavor.

Think back on when the grandfather acted, at least a time that you recall, and please don’t go back to water splashing on your head as a new born. Also, don’t focus on the ceremony that celebrated your journey of faith. Was it standing alone in a crowd and sensing a touch, a presence at a time of great sadness, the verse from a hymn or a line of prose or poetry that you heard seemingly for the first time, a reassurance in the mystery of creation unfolding one bleak morning. That, my friend, is the early morning rain falling on a parched land.

So it is no mystery why you yearn, why your soul thirsts, even why at times you become impatient, perhaps distracted. Yet, if you could sit still and breathe in the bouquet of this vintage wine, you just might discover that your grandfather is closer still.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 28, 2010

Scripture

Above all, let your love for one another be intense, because love covers a multitude of sins. Be hospitable to one another without complaining. As each one has received a gift, use it to serve one another as good stewards of God’s varied grace. 1 Peter 4:8-10 1 Peter 4:8-10

Prayer

Love, hospitality, and service – help me to embrace more deeply these three beyond surface cordiality.

Response

Good summation, especially your last proscription. Be authentic in your love, generosity, and service as if no one is watching – so too in dance. Gift those with whom you come in contact, especially in prayer, directly, attentively, generously with no thought of what the ego seeks in return. Without fanfare, if that is possible, be one in my grace.

And just so you don’t walk too gingerly on a cloud bank, love covers a multitude of sins. Yes, you too whatever your exalted position are being refined, refashioned, sometimes painfully, in my image – howeverreluctantly, but it is happening, and you are advised not to offer resistance.

Spend some time reflecting upon the many gifts that you have received and receive daily. Instead of calculating a personal need, explore ways to share the gifts in service. Be the bearer of a surprise to someone who is hard-pressed to look beyond oppression.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 27, 2010

Scripture

Come to him, a living stone, rejected by human beings but chosen and precious in the sight of God. 1 Peter 2:4

Prayer

The contrasting image of this verse caught my attention. Help me to get my heart around the message.

Response

You are invited to break the hold of your mind and conformity, and in doing so embrace a truth that is set before you. Just as the descending orange full moon this morning seemed close enough to touch, allow such phenomena and images to lure you inward where stones live and are precious in the sight of God. Look around at the clutter of impending tasks, and step quietly into the inner sanctum where peace reigns.

Come to him is your invitation. Look twice at what at first did not merit your attention or seemed too ordinary to cause you to pause. See the mystery that is just before you that can’t be missed in the coincidences that almost cause you to stumble or at least wonder. Or could the stone for you be the frail words of one trying to reach out or one so in need of comfort, but hidden within a fragile independence? Catch the pulse and movement in my grace of what at first glance seemed intransigent, immovable.

This living stone is precious beyond all estimates, and gathers value still as you pass it among those who seek to know a truth missed up until this moment in your presence and generosity.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 26, 2010

Scripture

They were on the way, going up to Jerusalem, and Jesus went ahead of them. They were amazed, and those who followed were afraid. Taking the Twelve aside again, he began to tell them what was going to happen to him. Mark 10:32

Prayer

How many times must you take me aside again in your grace to encourage me?

Response

The short answer is as many times as necessary. Sometimes you might get discouraged that you are being taken aside with regularity. If you were watching the terrain of your journey more closely, you would note that you are at a higher altitude, or that the path narrowed and became more arduous, the turns more unexpected, or supplies once abundant seem to be in short supply. What you don’t see is that you are more conscious, more committed, even more agile for your age, though still impatient; so encouragement is what you need more than perhaps the basics of an eon ago.

Though some distance off, your Jerusalem is up ahead and like a long distance runner that you are less winded as you ramble along in my grace. However, you are also aware that you must be more attentive and clear-hearted in your prayer. While you might correctly conclude that your physical strength has waned, your heart-hearing and sight have never been more acute; so listen and see what surrounds you. Be attentive.

Finally, spend a moment to distinguish the special treasure that has been entrusted to you on this journey, a treasure not to bring in tact to the finish line, but to share generously with those you encounter along the way. You might discover that in sharing your footsteps become lighter.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 25, 2010

Scripture

Sing a new song to the LORD, who has done marvelous deeds, whose right hand and holy arm have won the victory. Psalm 98:1

Prayer

So familiar is this verse that I never spend a moment probing a deeper truth. Help me this morning.

Response

To begin with, you are asked to put aside your memorized, mindless thoughts, and give voice instead to the authentic stirrings of your heart in prayer. Reach down below the surface texture viewed by all that pass you. What is exactly seeking to be heard, emerge, beyond what you are expected to say even at this hour?

Be confident in knowing that the LORD, all powerful and all compassionate, is attentive as if you are the only one approaching him this morning. Again, don’t reach into memorized phrases but speak openly of the joy, sorrow, loneliness, concerns, and challenges that touch you with the sun rising on this and following mornings. Speak of your hopes, intentions, and aspirations as well.

And let this new song embrace those in distress in your midst as well as those embarking on a new life journey or concluding one. Listen to these words as they bring new life, vigor, to you and your environment, and praise to the all powerful LORD.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 21, 2010

Scripture

As the heavens tower over the earth, so God’s love towers over the faithful. As far as the east is from the west, so far have our sins been removed from us. Psalms 103:11-12

Prayer

Though my mind cannot capture the imagery of these verses, help my heart to.

Response

Where does the pink of first dawn originate? What about where east begins on the horizon? Yes, allow your mind to struggle with a solution – with the answers – while your heart sinks in to sense the meaning without uttering a syllable.

Endless, boundless, eternal, without dimension, heavenly rapture, compassion and love overflowing, forgiveness unrivaled, generosity spontaneous – are all expressions to attempt to convey meaning to someone lost in a thick, dark wood. Yet, all are inadequate except to stop you in your tracks and allow the pink dawn to overcome you with its color and translucence.

If you had symbols and tambourines at hand, this would be the time to strike them. Today, sound these instruments of joy in your heart where your authentic self resides.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 20, 2010

Scripture

“Righteous Father, the world also does not know you, but I know you, and they know that you sent me.” John 17:25

Prayer

The world is in such turmoil. It seems that indeed we do not know you.

Response

At times like this you are implored to reach out in prayer. That does not mean retreat to your upper room and neglect what you can do to spread light into regions of darkness. You must realize by now that darkness incorporates the deepest fear of those who appear and aspire to worldly power – a fruitless endeavor.

What you don’t know often results in fear. This verse captures Jesus’ words stating clearly and directly that truth and love are made known in his word. So it behooves you to make manifest the word in your presence. Please don’t think that means touting around your notes and studies. Rather, you are being called upon to be a witness in who you are. You want those in doubt and darkness after encountering you to ask – and not you directly – who is that person that fills me will hope? Who is that person who demonstrates in his actions and words compassion, service, and joy?

Are you not blessed to know Him who was sent? And this knowing is not knowledge to be secreted in the vault of an esoteric library, but one that is to be shared generously, effusively to all you encounter in who you are becoming.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 19, 2010

Scripture

And now I (Paul) commend you to God and to that gracious word of his that can build you up and give you the inheritance among all who are consecrated. Acts 20:32

Prayer

Gracious word – I seek this morning.

Response

Some time, perhaps this morning, allow the thoughts that swirl up and down and around the thin containment of your mind to settle – like sediment in a glass of water. When you are still, hear this gracious word of God spoken to you individually. If you stir the container and the sediment of concern rises once again, be determined and wait for clarity to be restored.

This is not a question of time – that is, looking at the clock on the wall and insisting that you remain rigid in place for the appointed minutes. You might be surprised to discover that time is irrelevant to your purpose. Listen as if you are catching the notes of a melody that will not be repeated and you want to share it with a beloved. Who knows, in retrospect an hour might have passed, or the oft suggested 20 minutes, or even an immeasurable instant. You see the gracious word is not held hostage to a length of time, but it does require your attention.

As you read, what is being suggested is not some complicated process with precise protocols to master, but an invitation to receive the gracious word of God that will provide nourishment and an inheritance for all eternity.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 18, 2010

Scripture

You claimed a land as your own, O God; your people settled there. There you poured abundant rains, God, graciously given to the poor in their need. Psalms 68:10-11

Prayer

It’s difficult to miss mention of rain when we have had rain for almost 24 hours, it seems, whisked on by a steady wind off the sea.

Response

Be assured you won’t float or blow away. Take the image of abundant rain as effusive grace poured over you. All your raingear that you sometimes wrap yourself in will not prevent my grace from drenching you. Your best efforts at retaining your decorum are lost as you experience and become conscious of living water that flows richly upon you. Being awake to this blessing only causes the rain to saturate deeper even a once resistant heart.

And don’t look across the aisle, street, or corner of your home, but within to find the poor – you – who is in need. Your need might be found in momentary or enduring doubt, despair, loneliness, illness, or poverty of all dimensions. Yet, an abundant flow of grace that is unceasing is graciously poured on each to satisfy your individual needs.

Recall a prayer recently uttered or silently gestured; then discern what followed in the abundant, overwhelming grace that inundated you even if your first reaction was to consider the blessing a coincidence. Now there is a sign of the graciousness of God who remembers you in your poverty, causing you in time to celebrate in his abundant love.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 17, 2010

Scripture

Father of the fatherless, defender of widows– this is the God whose abode is holy, who gives a home to the forsaken, and who leads prisoners out to prosperity, while rebels live in the desert. Psalms 68:6-7

Prayer

Speak to me this morning.

Response

Yes, it is time to return your attention to the majesty of God and to discern what you are able in the words of the psalmist. The defenseless and the helpless receive his deepest compassion. What does that tell you as you wander about and see and hear of those without defenders, or of those who once reconciled are led from their enslavement? And don’t limit your consideration of prisoners to those who have been incarcerated for their crimes. Rather include yourself in that number for enslavement to activities and pursuits that turn your attention from those in need and include yourself in that number.

Don’t aspire to live on your own in the desert, determined to survive on scrub grass as a solitary adventurer. See yourself in community and be open to the needs of others and you will discover in the process of tending to others that you indeed find nourishment.

As you discover, my message is one of paradox. How else to catch and eventually hold your attention – father of the fatherless, defender of the defenseless, gracious home for the abandoned in spirit, and guide from enslavement? And please don’t miss that it is not survival that is promised, but prosperity.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 16, 2010

Scripture

“I made known to them your name and I will make it known, that the love with which you loved me may be in them and I in them.” John 17:26

Prayer

Lightning, thunder, sweeping rain, and yet the sound of birds chattering under cover, greet me this dawn on Resurrection Sunday. You have my attention.

Response

Sometimes that it quite difficult to manage as your mind spatters about like your attention. Hear in the rumble of the thunder my presence. Allow your attention to be focused. See in the lightening your enlightenment – a process that continues to this dark morning and in the delight of the indefatigable birds seeking nourishment your soul’s search –undeterred.

This morning hear the union in your prayers that reverberates through the heavens and across the skies uniting those so many miles distant that also look to the heavens in wonder and pray in languages, skin color, and postures that express similar deep longings.

Know that the Father is in you as I am in you – we are one. Sing praise. Allow the lightening to transport you deeper in my love.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 15, 2010

Scripture

“So you also are now in anguish. But I will see you again, and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy away from you. On that day you will not question me about anything. Amen, amen, I say to you, whatever you ask the Father in my name he will give you. Until now you have not asked anything in my name; ask and you will receive, so that your joy may be complete.” John 16:22-24

Prayer

Help me to plumb the significance of the reunion.

Response

Hah! How could you miss the joy of an anticipated reunion – be it of classmates of fifty years ago, a family reunion of those who still walk the path, with a loved one after thousands of miles have kept you separate, close friends who travel without fanfare to see you? What is it in such occasions that hold them fixed in your heart – total recall? Isn’t it as if wholeness is restored and recognized? It’s as if your breath is deeper – though you might not have been aware of shallow, hollow breaths heretofore.

So is it possible that these verses are reminding you of the anguish of separation, but more importantly to the joy of reunion? Yet, you don’t have to wait for an undetermined future for this joy. Right this moment, wherever you are, whatever your circumstances, even if it has been years since you have abandoned yourself to unmitigated joy, a deep, unburdened breath awaits you in my grace.

You see, yes see, me in your presence in the quiet moments of prayer when words need not be uttered, in the joy you experience scanning the vibrancy of life around you, in the laughter you overhear in the distance or emits suddenly from within, in the distress and anguish you can alleviate, in the acceptance of the journey unfolding before you. Know that I am present within you – no need to look or even pray to someone afar.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 14, 2010

Scripture

It was not you who chose me, but I who chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will remain, so that whatever you ask the Father in my name he may give you. John 15:16

Prayer

Chosen, appointed, dispatched – give me deeper meaning.

Response

Don’t neglect to consider that final clause in the verse – whatever you ask the Father in my name he may give you. You are not commissioned without resources or incentives. Often you forget to confirm your commission by not realizing or exercising your authority—note authority is with a small a. So in your wanderings, be specific in your requests. At the same time, see how your conscious prayers and requests are acknowledged and granted.

Conscious prayers are important because they become a sincere and authentic reflection of who you are and not the shadow of the overriding beseeching of another. You also discover that over time your prayers mature just as a work of art gains a perspective and depth in the creation — something that you might have missed in your childhood – at whatever age.

So use your commission to reach out and in doing so confirm your appointment in the requests that you present in prayer. Don’t be surprised if these requests begin over time to reflect more of your studied love for those with whom you come into contact – strangers they once were, even those under your roof.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 13, 2010

Scripture

Jesus knew that they wanted to ask him, so he said to them, “Are you discussing with one another what I said, ‘A little while and you will not see me, and again a little while and you will see me’? Amen, amen, I say to you, you will weep and mourn, while the world rejoices; you will grieve, but your grief will become joy. John 16:19-20

Prayer

Weep, mourn, and grieve – doesn’t sound too encouraging this gray morning after the storm.

Response

Perhaps you should spend more time on the words, you will see me. In fact, you will see me in the storms of your life – when you would weep as if no one was looking, when your mourning would halt a sunrise if it could, and in grief when a pleasant remembrance or word heard brings a smile to your heart. These verses remind you of the eternal joy that awaits you and of which you are given a hint throughout your day.

Think of Jesus’ words as you would your dearest friend who leaves the room and returns with a gift that you could not have previously envisioned, or a dreaded separation that is rewarded with a reunion that you are still able to recall as if it occurred so recently, or a time of loneliness on a trail that is sustained with an inner voice whose clarity sharpens as you tread in silence.

Your grief does become joy and in this lifetime, if only you let go of haunting memories and the illusions of future, detach from what ensnares you, and embrace the richness of emptiness and simplicity in my grace.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 12, 2010

Scripture

The God who made the world and all that is in it, the Lord of heaven and earth, does not dwell in sanctuaries made by human hands, nor is he served by human hands because he needs anything. Rather it is he who gives to everyone life and breath and everything. He made from one the whole human race to dwell on the entire surface of the earth, and he fixed the ordered seasons and the boundaries of their regions, so that people might seek God, even perhaps grope for him and find him, though indeed he is not far from any one of us. Acts 17:24-27

Prayer

Encourage me to grope for you.

Response

It is within the order you observe in the seasons of the year down to the rising of the sun that you are reminded of my presence. What if the sun were to rise at all hours of the day and what you know as night and the same for its setting? What if the cold settling down upon you without any rhythm of the season, as with the heat? What if the earth was more unsettled than the earthquakes that now erupt, or the sea not confined to the boundaries of the land?

It is this order that provides a stage from which you grope – or should I suggest contemplate the unknown God the Athenians worshipped. This unknown God for some is so distant, yet he is not far from any of you. He is found in that pause when you reverence his presence and you don’t have to be alone or even silent to sing praise and acknowledgement. Remember, he doesn’t need the acknowledgement, you do. How else to remind yourself that you are no longer asleep?

Consider in your day the pauses that you experience when you grope for God. Perhaps, it is in reading or hearing reports of violence and valor, greed and generous hearts, grief and joy – all inviting you like a sunrise, thunder in a clear sky, settling calm of evening to conclude in your heart that indeed you have discovered what you had been searching. And he is close.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 11, 2010

Scripture

About midnight, while Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God as the prisoners listened, there was suddenly such a severe earthquake that the foundations of the jail shook; all the doors flew open, and the chains of all were pulled loose. When the jailer woke up and saw the prison doors wide open, he drew (his) sword and was about to kill himself, thinking that the prisoners had escaped. But Paul shouted out in a loud voice, “Do no harm to yourself; we are all here.” He asked for a light and rushed in and, trembling with fear, he fell down before Paul and Silas. Then he brought them out and said, “Sirs, what must I do to be saved?” And they said, “Believe in the Lord Jesus and you and your household will be saved.” Acts 16:25-31

Prayer

What a great scene. Teach me.

Response

When was the last time you experienced an earthquake in your life – when all your plans were disrupted. So it was with the jailer. Just doing his job, following the directions of his superiors, and look what happens. Thinking that woe was he and no one would believe what happened, he was prepared to give up. But notice that he hears a voice, a light is provided him, and though in fear, distraught, he listens to Paul’s message. And the message is more comforting and reassuring than he could even have expected – not only would he be saved but also his household. And his only requirement was to believe.

But don’t neglect to see that believing quite naturally, or is it supernaturally, leads to service as evidenced by his caring for those who were incarcerated. Also, believing leads to boldness and authenticity. How else to imagine what the jailer faced when he confronted his superiors. So you see, I am not talking bout believing in blissful self-absorption. You too have to carry the light.

So today, go back and examine your own earthquakes – when the ground shook all around you. Who came in to loosen your chains? And what did you do in return? Hopefully, you didn’t remain inert in your misery.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 10, 2010

Scripture

One of them, a woman named Lydia, a dealer in purple cloth, from the city of Thyatira, a worshiper of God, listened, and the Lord opened her heart to pay attention to what Paul was saying. After she and her household had been baptized, she offered us an invitation, “If you consider me a believer in the Lord, come and stay at my home,” and she prevailed on us. Acts 16:14-15

Prayer

Help me to prevail on you to stay at my home.

Response

That is the boldness that I seek. Be Lydia in your demands. Listen and make known your petitions in prayer. In your concerns and prayers for others, do not neglect to ask for what you seek to restore or introduce peace in your lives. Not because your needs and anxieties are not known to me, but to solidify our relationship – so you can witness the interaction occurring each day and night. You are not shouting blindly at the sea, or muttering in your dreams, but are coming to realize a relationship of love that is not only sustaining but nurturing beyond your wildest expectations.

Insist that I take up residence in your heart, not that I would do otherwise, so that you become active and conscious of this other companion for which you must make accommodation. Once you are in the rhythm of this new life – for some – you will discover a strength and grace of purpose that expands your reach in all your endeavors.

So the questions for you this morning are why would you ask me to take up residence with you, and further, why would you not take no or not now for an answer? Be bold.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 9, 2010

Scripture

(The angel) took me in spirit to a great, high mountain and showed me the holy city Jerusalem coming down out of heaven from God. It gleamed with the splendor of God. Its radiance was like that of a precious stone, like jasper, clear as crystal. Revelation 21:10-11

Prayer

Allow me to slip away to envision your splendor beyond earthly bound images.

Response

Allow your spirit to take you beyond the familiar, perhaps stepping off from the height of a red stone canyon In Arizona. Be stunned in the present by the exorbitant rich scene that lies before and below represented in panoply of color, expanse, and vision.

Do you think the splendor of God is hidden behind an impenetrable barrier, or would you consider that such splendor is within reach – like Michelangelo’s painting of the nearly touching fingertips? What would it take for you realize, know, reverence this splendor now?

Here’s a suggestion – assign a precious stone to remind you of each awe inspiring event in your day – not year. Like John, snare the image of the city of Jerusalem descending out of heaven in the unvarnished brilliance of a sunrise; the expression of love from a granddaughter, the clear, smiling eyes of a son; the swirl of expression in a phone call; the hint of a deeper truth in a line of inspiration. At a minimum you will expand your knowledge of precious stones, to include jasper.

All for this day.

Meditation – May 8, 2010

Scripture

As they traveled from city to city, they handed on to the people for observance the decisions reached by the apostles and presbyters in Jerusalem. Day after day the churches grew stronger in faith and increased in number. Acts 16:4-5

Prayer

How can I avoid not reading these verses and thinking that the events recorded are mere history?

Response

Don’t be too critical. There is a flow to this recounting that describes the Word spreading from the first days. However, it is important to realize that the flow, like the ebb and flow of the tide, continues to this day in nations, communities, homes, and the lives of those who hear about this new life. For those sleeping, one might say it doesn’t matter, but it does.

Your connection this morning is like a match being lit in the darkness that precedes the dawn. Can you sense the wave of light as it sweeps across your consciousness and others in your vicinity and so distant? See yourself in a community of light.

Also, consider the rhythm contained there as those who reflected upon and heard the message were compelled to share the Word without thought as to where they would be taken even if it was only to the end of their street or town or home, such was their joy.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 7, 2010

Scripture

My heart is steadfast, God, my heart is steadfast. I will sing and chant praise. Awake, my soul; awake, lyre and harp! I will wake the dawn. Psalms 57:8-9

Prayer

I don’t know about the lyre and harp, but it is before dawn.

Response

Consider the theme that with a steadfast heart, not troubled with concerns; you are awake – awake to my love, awake to my grace. And in this new consciousness, you do wake the dawn, that light within that that was once a mere ember of remembrance.

Allow yourself to look up to catch the dawning light all about you that submerges the dull glow of routine. Make note of what dawn means to you and see it in the opportunities that unfold with the same surprise that causes the birds to chatter in excitement and anticipation, and in the strangers that reveal their presence – even if they have been living for years beneath your roof. This is the theme of this particular day – and if the truth be noticed – and of every day.

Awake! Awake! Leave your tired volumes and embrace the light.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 6, 2010

Scripture

“I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and your joy may be complete. John 15:11

Prayer

Sometimes I misplace the joy.

Response

Perhaps it’s the time of day – so early in the morning, perhaps the theme of your mortality, or whatever prods you into seriousness, joy seems to be more associated with being with family and close friends, and even entertainment of a mindless variety. Yet, it is long past time seeing first the reflection of the joy about which I speak in all the previous, but reserving a special appreciation of this joy in my presence. As you know by now the presence about which I speak is found in the quiet moments with a loved one, viewing a sunrise, participating and/or contributing to reconciliation.

This verse is not about a passing joy like consuming a favorite meal and awaiting the next occasion, but rather a complete joy you become in me. Isn’t it difficult restraining a smile breaking out across your face, though if someone is watching you don’t that person to think you have lost it – though you have. Perhaps that is what infected Zorba, your hero of old.

When the day unfolds today with all its drama even if you don’t leave your home – or even bed, repeat this verse quietly, I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and your joy may be complete.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 5, 2010

Scripture

“I am the true vine, and my Father is the vine grower. He takes away every branch in me that does not bear fruit, and everyone that does he prunes so that it bears more fruit. You are already pruned because of the word that I spoke to you.” John 15:1-3

Prayer

Already pruned – help me to understand.

Response

Yes, these three verses are so familiar, yet did you ever hear that the Father is the vine grower – that He does the pruning, or that the word spoken to you is pruning you? Each morning a new light is glanced upon familiar words to enrich your understanding. How is this so today?

The word spoken and heard causes you to pause as if seeking directions. A connection is formed and revitalized – somewhat like you might experience on a telephone line that might seem to go dead and you ask, are you still there? It is this lively exchange that serves to adjust your direction, intentions, and commitment, and in the process creates opportunities for you to realize your full potential – according to your particular purpose – in service to others.

See what you experience in your own pruning and how focus returns. Celebrate in the words that have been spoken to you, even those that you would suggest were not heard.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 4, 2010

Scripture

And when they (Barnabas and Paul) arrived, they called the church together and reported what God had done with them and how he had opened the door of faith to the Gentiles. Then they spent no little time with the disciples. Acts 14:27-28

Prayer

Help me to a great appreciation of community.

Response

Lost sometimes in your spiritual journey is the realization of those who accompany you and form a fellowship of support – even for those who honor that company. No little time should suggest that no one was watching the clock in their sharing. There is an ease that is evident when someone stops by for a short visit and stays for dinner. That is how no little time accumulates to a deeper still sharing of my message – and don’t think it has to be reserved to reading a text or documentary on the text. Evidence that the message is taking hold is found in the conversation that follows.

There is an arrogance of sorts when one elects to retreat to an upper room, aloft and aloof and alone to pursue a singular faith that often turns frigid in isolation and runs the risk of focusing on one’s own good spiritual health, not realizing that good health resides in a community of love. So they spent no little time with the disciples.

When is the last time that you gathered for a social occasion and found that your conversation and sharing deepened as you explored your faith – and I don’t mean particular tenets to spark a debate – but rather those singular beliefs that form the core of who you are and are willing to share with others in community? Now that would make for an interesting encounter – even if it occurred under the cover of celebrating the sale of a house, a birthday, or anniversary – or no cover at all.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 3, 2010

Scripture

“And whatever you ask in my name, I will do, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask anything of me in my name, I will do it.” John 14:13-14

Prayer

Help me to accept your emphasis about answering my prayers.

Response

Your reluctance to ask in prayer resides in your lack of faith. You fear that you will be proved howling to the empty wind. First, the question is by whom? Who hears the silent urgings of your heart? Consider your deepest prayers – beyond those where you lay out the solution as well. Can you recall ever not receiving the relief and even reward for your diligence? Please don’t be too quick to be contentious.

Prayer that is birthed from the soul is always answered and even more fully than you might have pleaded. And it doesn’t have to involve your personal circumstances but can involve circumstances that affect another who you might have casually met or heard about. Clearly, you will see the results of your prayer with those most intimate.

These verses urge you to pray. Throw off your inhibitions, your rational mind that urges restraint and reason. Begin by a prayer for your own circumstances and spread the circle of prayer wider. You will be surprised how much you embrace in my grace; and acknowledge the results, and not as a chance happenings.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 2, 2010

Scripture

He will wipe every tear from their eyes, and there shall be no more death or mourning, wailing or pain, (for) the old order has passed away.” Revelation 21:4

Prayer

There was a time in my life that this verse was unfamiliar. Help me to absorb its essential meaning.

Response

See if you can comprehend that the tears spoken of here are not the tears of a child scabbing a knee, a young boy enduring a bone being set, a disappointment in life’s journey, or even in the aftermath from a terrible loss. The tears here are the tears of the soul where and when all seems hopeless and without meaning. It is this old order which is passing away.

No longer do you have to look around and compare your circumstances or sorrow with what someone else has or is enduring. You are being invited to accept in grace a healing that affects your pain, disappointment, hopelessness, dismay that linger in a past recalled or a future far distant from the present in which you stand.

Allow your tears now to represent a quiet time for reflection. Sense the old order passing away in your midst this very day and allow the surprises of the Spirit to confound you as you become aware of a presence.

All for this morning.

Meditation – May 1, 2010

Scripture

Then Moses said, “Now show me your glory.” And the Lord said, “I will cause all my goodness to pass in front of you, and I will proclaim my name, the Lord, in your presence, I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion. But,” he said, “you cannot see my face, for no one may see me and live.” Then the Lord said, “There is a place near me where you may stand on a rock. When my glory passes by, I will put you in a cleft of the rock and cover you with my hand until I have passed by. Then I will remove my hand and you will see my back; but my face must not be seen.” Exodus 33:18-23

If you know me, then you will also know my Father. From now on you do know him and have seen him.” John 14:7

Prayer

Help me to see you as you pass in my life.

Response

Did you recognize me this morning in the line of cormorants skimming across the surf heading south against a backdrop of a brilliant sunrise, in the words you were inspired to write to loved one, or the money you gave to a man who held a sign at a traffic light that reported him homeless?

The more you calibrate your heart, or perhaps it is for you more a question of staying awake, you will close the distance between me passing and you recognizing my presence. Who knows, you may so improve that you will anticipate my approach. Then as John wrote, in knowing me, you will know the Father as well.

Go out on a God-search this day, recording mentally or even in words, the many instances of my presence crossing your path, walking alongside, pointing your attention in a direction where you just might catch the cormorant to hold your attention even before I pass by.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 30, 2010

Scripture

Thomas said to him, “Master, we do not know where you are going; how can we know the way?” Jesus said to him, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” John 14:5-6

Prayer

Sometimes I wake with Thomas’ question on my heart and await your answer like this morning.

Response

So simply stated – I am the way and the truth and the life. What more do you need, except belief? What more assurance do you need when you resume your journey – not sure of how much ground you will cover this day, wondering if you rested sufficiently, if your resources will sustain you, if the light you carry will be sufficient.

Realize that you are not some interloper who has overheard the Master speak and are hoping to follow in his footsteps furtively. No, you are being called and the you – who might be hesitant at times – is fully known to the core of your being. Yes, known and heard when there rumbles in your heart a sadness that you cannot express in words.

It is at such times, Thomas’ words mirror your unspoken thoughts, Master, we do not know where you are going; how can we know the way? Such words when they are yours form a special prayer that electrifies the heavens with your honesty. Your only requirement now is to listen as attentively to the response that unfolds in your life today.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 29, 2010

Scripture

“From now on I am telling you before it happens, so that when it happens you may believe that I AM.” John 13:19

Prayer

Wake me from my slumber to catch your voice.

Response

The use of the term I AM provides you more than a glimpse of timelessness and reduces your plodding in linear time into stark contrast to that of eternity; and so, puts into perspective what occupies your time and attention, and what awaits you just now if you can awake. I AM thunders a message that you must not ignore. I promise you eternal life. What does eternity mean to you in union with me?

Please don’t fill in the concept as would a child, selecting colors for the numbers in a coloring book, choosing companions who don’t age and wear familiar clothing and ornaments. Instead, direct your heart attention to the two words, I AM. You are being given a preview to a realm that is without the boundaries of time that rule your every day and decision as you bustle about — busy.

I AM is an invitation to pause in my presence – even now, and be startled by a full moon before the rich glow of the rising sun, hear as if the for the first time the sound of scattering birds, the movement of a loved one in your surroundings, catch the measure in a stranger’s voice of joy or despair as you might look intently at the figures on your bank statement. Be in this moment with the One who is I AM.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 28, 2010

Scripture

May God be gracious to us and bless us; may God’s face shine upon us. Psalms 67.2

Prayer

Though so familiar, what better way to wake than hearing in my heart this prayer of so many years ago? Help me to incorporate its sense into my routine.

Response

There is a confidence found in this verse that should rule your adventurous spirit. You are not taking a trip across the seas or even in your local environment unaccompanied. Rather, you have assurance that God’s face shines upon you. Any doubt about reaching your destination has been erased.

May God be gracious captures the essential hope that girds your faith. It is not uttered expecting calamity, but rather with full confidence that not only will you be spared from any harm whatever you encounter, but much more importantly that you willing take advantage of opportunities to serve those whose sight is still impaired.

This prayer is said with joy, knowing that indeed God is gracious, blesses you, and each day God’s face shines upon you. The question to be asked, do those you meet this day – in your home included – see this light in your actions and attention?

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 27, 2010

Scripture

“My sheep hear my voice; I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish. No one can take them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all, and no one can take them out of the Father’s hand. The Father and I are one.” John 10:27-39

Prayer

Such powerful language. Help me not to miss it.

Response

You could spend a day and much longer considering the Father and I are one. Yes, you have read them over and over again from your youth, and yes, you have heard debates taking one side or the other. However, this statement is not meant to confound or encourage debate; rather a light is being held up high to stir you from slumber. Look up as you did this morning to see a full orange moon before you in the West – a sight you would have missed had you continued to look at your feet on your walk.

Catch the truth resounding in the words the Father and I are one. Be in the audience as you are today, hearing those words, and realize that they are not being addressed to a crowd of wayfarers, but to you individually, singularly. What a connection; what oneness; what authority.

I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish. Is there anything more you need in the way of a promise and a demonstration of the authority upon which it is rendered, again and again, beginning as if for the first time this morning? Don’t allow the words to lose their import ever – no matter how many times you hear or read them.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 26, 2010

Scripture

“When he has driven out all his own, he walks ahead of them, and the sheep follow him, because they recognize his voice.” John 10:4

Prayer

Help me always to recognize your voice.

Response

As with the sheep, you recognize my voice most clearly, free of distractions and hyperactivity. It is a time like this when my voice comes to you over the distant lapping of the water against the bulkhead and the rhythm of the waves off in the distance. It is especially so when the outer realm of sound in your life blurs or fades to allow my singular voice to reach the inner realm of your heart as your mind still slumbers.

This is a special time where no introductions are required. You know me and much more than by my voice. You sense my presence throughout your day. How about the smile you receive unexpectedly or the smile that forms on your own face without a thought to reassure you, or a remembrance that catches you unaware? The shepherd is among you, always diligent to ensure that you are protected even when you might question the level of protection, when you would devote more time on the calamity that you will not experience – that is, if you will.

See if you can sense my footsteps before you as you enter a new day – even now before the sun has risen. What new pastures will you travel, what new companions will accompany, what idle thoughts will influence you, and what convictions will you embrace? Yes, where will you travel today even if you don’t leave your abode before returning for nourishment and repose?

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 25, 2010

Scripture

The Jews, however, incited the women of prominence who were worshipers and the leading men of the city, stirred up a persecution against Paul and Barnabas, and expelled them from their territory. So they shook the dust from their feet in protest against them and went to Iconium. The disciples were filled with joy and the Holy Spirit. Acts 13:50-52

Prayer

Fill me with a similar exuberance.

Response

Though you might not have been tempted to shake the sand from sandals, there are times when you are filled with an optimism that circumstances might not warrant to the outside observer. And that is the lesson. The outside observer is irrelevant to what is occurring – what is being transformed within – in the thrust of the grace of the Holy Spirit.

Can you see the observers watching intently as Paul and Barnabas are expelled, led to the city’s limits and told to leave? Think how puzzled the outsiders were when they sensed the joy – courageous joy – Paul and Barnabas displayed – even shaking the dust from their feet before they set out for Iconium.

If you were to entitle the scene what would it be – relief at your release to resume your journey; apprehension about awaits you in Iconium; or excitement and joy for what is unfolding in your life adventure? Be bold like Paul and Barnabas, filled with the Holy Spirit, even if your road does not take you to a holiday retreat.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 24, 2010

Scripture

Now in Joppa there was a disciple named Tabitha (which translated means Dorcas). She was completely occupied with good deeds and almsgiving. Now during those days she fell sick and died, so after washing her, they laid (her) out in a room upstairs. Since Lydda was near Joppa, the disciples, hearing that Peter was there, sent two men to him with the request, “Please come to us without delay.” So Peter got up and went with them. When he arrived, they took him to the room upstairs where all the widows came to him weeping and showing him the tunics and cloaks that Dorcas had made while she was with them. Peter sent them all out and knelt down and prayed. Then he turned to her body and said, “Tabitha, rise up.” She opened her eyes, saw Peter, and sat up. He gave her his hand and raised her up, and when he had called the holy ones and the widows, he presented her alive. Acts 9:36-41

Prayer

In Glasgow, Montana, almost 50 years ago, we had a basement apartment in the home of two widows, once homesteaders. One was named Dorcas Fagan; both were occupied with good deeds. Give me additional insight in the deeper meaning of these verses.

Response

Well, first for your consideration is how good deeds live on in the hearts of those who are almost casual observers. Who would have thought that so many years later you thank the presence of Dorcas Fagan in your life, as those the Dorcas who was raised from death? Not a bad model to encourage you to reach out beyond the perimeter of your narrow interests to others who deliberately or casually enter your space.

Next, see in this incident with Dorcas your own raising. Think of how many times you have been saved – raised if you prefer – with the sudden appearance of someone, or an unexplained change in circumstances, or a speedy recovery when you expected much worse; and of course consider times when you indeed were the agent of change or healing for those seemingly without hope and for which role you felt unworthy.

Take an inventory of those tunics and cloaks that you have distributed, even if you can’t sew a stitch. More importantly, select the colors for the tunics and cloaks that await your creative effort and distribution.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 23, 2010

Scripture

Saul got up from the ground, but when he opened his eyes he could see nothing; so they led him by the hand and brought him to Damascus. For three days he was unable to see, and he neither ate nor drank. Acts 9:8-9

Prayer

How many periods in my life have I not been able to see?

Response

Paradoxically, those times – at least when you have been still – have been occasions when your sight was growing in the silence. Think of times when such inactivity was forced upon you, or even now as you sit in a vacuum of time when nothing demands your attention, at least for the next twenty minutes. You enter, it seems, another realm through a huge wooden door that swings open and a staircase hewn from solid planks leads you down. That is where Saul, later to be Paul, entered. And, of course, you don’t miss the significance of the three days and nights without food and drink.

The purging of the soul is a time of cleansing; where all that commands your attention, if not your energy however limited you would estimate it, spins away from you in the dark and for a time of your choosing you connect with the true source of energy – my grace. You become aware without any doubt of the breath of the Holy Spirit flowing over you. In this space of time you are conscious once again, at least until you fall back asleep in your daily routine. Notice again the paradox that I present you.

As Saul, be renamed in spirit with the awareness that I am with you in all climes and circumstances, in your youth and even as you wither – please don’t shudder at the thought or reality, in your season of doubt as in a longer season of certitude and hope, in your joy and even your sorrow. Round and round you might turn, but consider the priceless vase being fashioned.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 22, 2010

Scripture

But God did hear and listened to my voice in prayer. Blessed be God, who did not refuse me the kindness I sought in prayer. Psalms 66:19-20

Prayer

Speak to me of your kindness.

Response

Isn’t it reassuring that I hear your voice clearly in prayer. No need to ask, if in the tumult of your life, were you heard. When have you called to someone, a loved one, friend, even stranger in a crowd and wondered if that someone caught your voice, your message, above the tumult or across the distance.

And not only are you heard, but the kindness, relief, discernment, or understanding sought is provided without delay, and as an added grace you are taken to a deeper region of your heart where all is in harmony.

About the kindness you ask, you are understood fully as your heart is fully known. What does that mean? Imagine meeting someone seemingly for the first time and discovering that you have so much in common with the person who knows intimately; you don’t have to dwell on the preliminaries like the weather, and instead are encouraged to probe and exchange thoughts and expressions that reflect who you are and are becoming. Prayer is the key to this enriching and nurturing dialogue.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 21, 2010

Scripture

“For this is the will of my Father, that everyone who sees the Son and believes in him may have eternal life, and I shall raise him (on) the last day.” John 6:40

Prayer

Help me to see and believe.

Response

Clearly, you understand that seeing was and is not seeing the Son pass across your line of sight, as he disappears into a crowd of strangers, but rather it is disappearing with him into that very crowd of strangers – even in your midst – whom you will come to know and serve to a degree you had not thought possible.

Believing in him is not witnessing passively, contentedly, or even despairingly, the passage of time and events in your life, but rather participating fully in the time allotted you with a conscious commitment – conscious being key – to what he inspires in you through his grace and love. This is your adventure.

And as you realize, all of your efforts, even in the bleakest times, are rewarded with this promise that he will raise you up on the last day – not a long wait if you remain in the present.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 20, 2010

Scripture

Jesus said to them, “I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me will never hunger, and whoever believes in me will never thirst. John 6:35

Prayer

Let me not hunger of thirst.

Response

Well, if that is so, you have the answer to your request – come to me. And realize that this is not a secret cache of food and drink that you will find, but rather you do find each day. Come to me are words to serve as your constant reminder. Yes, of course, when you come to me in quiet prayer –even melodious and riotous prayer, when words don’t form easily, or at times when you stand before my majesty at sunrise. But these words also resound when you extend yourself, your patience, your generosity, your joyfulness – especially when it would be easier to dwell on your own plight.

Come to me are words that lead you to me because they are ever present and resound clearly in your heart. You might have to pause as you would for a footfall in the dark forest late at night to catch the sound of your guide who is just up ahead and aware of your presence.

Never hunger – never thirst! Hard to comprehend that truth in the midst of hunger pangs that cause doubt and anxiety. You are being asked to whisk away that constricting cloak that prevents you from taking a deep breath in this truth.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 19, 2010

Scripture

“Do not work for food that perishes but for the food that endures for eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you. For on him the Father, God, has set his seal.” John 6:27

Prayer

Help me to understand how I am to work for food that endures for eternal life.

Response

You see in our relationship, you do work and exert your heart in my service and purpose, and you do anticipate, hope for, and cultivate faith that your efforts are rewarded in eternal life. And that hoped for result is a gift that you will receive, hints of that gift you receive daily as you begin to distinguish between the food that perishes and that which endures.

You don’t need an advanced degree to understand this. It would hardly have been fair to withhold this truth until one finished school, especially since so many are not schooled. It is only the severely stressed in poverty who are challenged to catch the truth of eternal life as they struggle to survive this one immediate.

So don’t feign ignorance or through inattention, sometimes deliberate, neglect to pursue the food that endures for eternal life. By now you know that food is found in the nutrients of service, in generous love, in unbridled joy that turns the attention of those around you, and in prayer that ever refines your pursuit and persistence. So much more could be said, but hopefully you conclude, I get the drift.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 18, 2010

Scripture

Jesus said to them, “Come, have breakfast.” And none of the disciples dared to ask him, “Who are you?” because they realized it was the Lord. Jesus came over and took the bread and gave it to them, and in like manner the fish. This was now the third time Jesus was revealed to his disciples after being raised from the dead. John 21:12-14

Prayer

Help me to realize when I sometimes don’t recognize.

Response

Yes, there is a difference. Those fishermen realized in their heart what they were experiencing, though their mind with all its analysis did not recognize at first that Jesus was standing before them. What a convincing selection of Scripture to encourage you to let go of your intellectual, mind-dominated existence, and listen to what you hear beyond the words that rattle your brain.

Again, these words return you to a constant teaching to devote time in prayer to listening. You will be surprised, if you have not discovered it already, the acuity of your hearing with hardly a lesson. It’s like sitting in an auditorium and hearing with clarity and understanding what is being spoken though the advertisement was that the event would be staged in a foreign language, so much for advertising, especially from those who are holding competing events.

Accept the invitation, come, have breakfast, even if it is evening literally or in your life. Receive the nourishment that has been prepared for you. And don’t mistake that your participation and contribution are welcome, as Jesus welcomed the fish and the bread of the disciples.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 17, 2010

Scripture

The sea was stirred up because a strong wind was blowing. When they had rowed about three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and coming near the boat, and they began to be afraid. But he said to them, “It is I. Do not be afraid.” They wanted to take him into the boat, but the boat immediately arrived at the shore to which they were heading. John 6:18-21

p>Prayer

These verses take me back to those years rowing on Long Island Sound in a racing shell. Stir for me a deeper meaning as if I am in a strong wind.

Response

Incidentally, you are in a strong wind – of the Holy Spirit. You also know the feeling of exhaustion in such conditions after that many miles. Now, what you might not recall is a figure walking across the water, counseling you not to be afraid; though would you even have admitted it, if it proved that you were in a building storm?

But think about it – nobody’s watching – how many times have you been in a life storm and wondered of its outcome? How many times have you been unable to unravel the circumstances that created and were evidenced in your life’s storm? It’s as if your vision is blurred by the pounding rain, your hearing by the hiss of the wind; chilled you are by soggy garments.

And then, like the apostles, you see a presence and hear of voice that reaches you above the tumult you are experiencing. The words in the language of the heart tell you quite clearly, do not be afraid. And if that is not sufficiently strange, you discover, your boat immediately arrives at the shore to which you were heading. Extraordinary! What will it take for you to dust off the pages of scripture and hear the words spoken, yes, spoken to you this very day?

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 16, 2010

Scripture

“So now I (Gamiliel) tell you, have nothing to do with these men (the Apostles), and let them go. For if this endeavor or this activity is of human origin, it will destroy itself. But if it comes from God, you will not be able to destroy them; you may even find yourselves fighting against God.” They were persuaded by him. Acts 5:38-39

p>Prayer

Give me pause to look around and see your presence.

Response

Yes, pause, a holy pause, when you see with new eyes that are confounded in wonder. How could it be differently? Feel my presence in your life. It is palpable – like the eyes you will meet from countless strangers and of course from those who enter your life daily, the insights and whispers you hear from me at sometimes the most unexpected times, or the sentiments of love you express or are expressed to you in person, a phone call, or in the e-mails you will receive, the guidance you receive within or from mentors as you bring projects to fruition and initiate others.

Who can calculate the full impact of my love you show in all your activities even this one day; yes, even this one day? Who cannot but be overwhelmed with the realization that my Spirit rushes through and beyond any institution – church or otherwise – to touch the needy, bring comfort and a holy pause for them to see me in their lives.

Be like Gamiliel and ponder my presence in your life.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 15, 2010

Scripture

For the one whom God sent speaks the words of God. He does not ration his gift of the Spirit. John 3:34

p>Prayer

I am reassured that there is nothing said about limiting the gift of the Spirit.

Response

Yes, this is not a time to scamper around your storeroom and wonder what happened to the supplies you had hoarded previously. You will be provided in all climes and circumstances – in times of drought and flood, when besieged on all sides, overwhelmed with cares and distractions, suffering or even anticipating grievous loss, wandering weary in alien terrain without orientation. Whatever your mind can conjure; let your heart resound with these words: he does not ration his gift of the Spirit.

So emerge from the silence of this morning and resume your journey, discarding all the reasons that sometimes inhibit you about inadequate resources – whatever falls into that category for you. Choose the path that seems rarely traveled and offers the challenge for which you know you are capable, now that you trust – yes trust – the gift of the Spirit will not be rationed.

Where will this path take you? Across a divide that once prevented reconciliation, discovering an opportunity to see your talent expressed, finding a community to share missing previously, an occasion to celebrate a healing, or simply a direction that offers new challenges to meet, knowing the presence of the Spirit accompanies.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 14, 2010

Scripture

But during the night, the angel of the Lord opened the doors of the prison, led them out, and said, “Go and take your place in the temple area, and tell the people everything about this life.” Acts 5:19-20

p>Prayer

The words everything about this life caused me to pause in wonder.

Response

What if I asked you to tell me everything you understand about this life in Christ? Would you succeed in getting below the surface of the mundane and mention love? Would you be able to recapture moments in each day when someone or something causes you to pause as if the scene is being rewound so you don’t miss the nuances of the experience? Like a fifteen year old defining his shyness from his perspective – not yours – looking out through his own eyes. Listening to a radio report about a quake in China and identifying with the children, parents, and grandparents and their grief. Witnessing sincere efforts at building communities of service that pull you from self-centeredness in whatever form and direction it takes.

Is telling about this life, sharing generously what you are inspired, graced to share, with those around you, and is your ability to share enhanced by the occasions when you witness the world you are in with compassion and deliberate, conscious action?

So suppose this day the angel of the Lord freed you from your sloth and directed you to tell the people everything about this life. What would you say once you took your place in their midst?

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 13, 2010

Scripture

There was no needy person among them, for those who owned property or houses would sell them, bring the proceeds of the sale and put them at the feet of the apostles, and they were distributed to each according to need. Acts 4:34-35

Prayer

Lord, my first thought upon reading this familiar verse was what happened? My second . . . are you kidding? Help me with this verse.

Response

Please note, these verses are not some not so subtle message to open your purse wider, but rather a description of a time when those who personally witnessed the events of the resurrection or knew someone who had responded in kind. What would you have done under the same circumstances?

So don’t skip over the verse for fear that your guilt will surface in the silence of this morning. Rather, allow, actually encourage, your heart to be filled with news of the resurrection as if you experienced, witnessed it – and you have and do each day.

Spend some quality time with that realization of the resurrection; don’t just rush off to the next phrase or task awaiting your attention. Now, what is your response to the events you witnessed? How do you in your life reflect this experience? As they say, there are no wrong answers – though no answer is not graded.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 12, 2010

Scripture

“The wind blows where it wills, and you can hear the sound it makes, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes; so it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.”John 3:8

p>Prayer

Help me to wander in the Spirit.

Response

Isn’t interesting that this is one of the first mornings before dawn when the wind is not providing you a backdrop to your thoughts? In the silence you can even be more moved in the Spirit. You should know that in the Spirit you are self-propelled in how you meet the day and all that unfolds before you. Self-propelled in that you ride an energy that awakens to each activity, encounter that you meet in the day whether in person or through technology. Each decision with which you are faced is enlightened so to speak in that the outlines and ramifications are clear, or clearer, than earlier.

You become truly conscious and cannot recall when you were asleep – so alert have you become. This consciousness is discovered and affirmed in your quality of listening, discernment, interest, empathy and compassion. The wind of the Spirit stirs your very interior and you sense you are at the edge of a tall hill flying a kite – and you are that kite.

Experience the breath of the Spirit within, taking you to new heights of awareness and consciousness where the routine of life is hardly recognizable on the ground far below.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 11, 2010

Scripture

Many signs and wonders were done among the people at the hands of the apostles. They were all together in Solomon’s portico. None of the others dared to join them, but the people esteemed them. Acts 5:12-13

p>Prayer

My attention was caught by the words none of the others.

Response

That’s the challenge – don’t allow yourself to be among none of the others – and how tempting that is from time to time. How comfortable it is to squirrel oneself in a crowd, though knowing better, feign ignorance, unawareness, or inattention. Thus you lose the precious moment to serve, listen to one in need of a witness, and extend yourself when weary. And what do you miss? Oh, yes, you miss a joy that rises from within and cannot be contained, a confirmation that emboldens one on the path – both you and the person served, a release from the hold on the material – whether it be perceived status or negligent matter.

Yes, don’t include yourself in none of the others. Be willing to appear odd among the conformists who dictate movement in declared and dull dance steps. Be eager to show up and risk in my Word. Meet in your own portico to bring peace and celebration in your midst wherever that might be.

I’m sure that you haven’t missed that the none of the others chose to miss the wave of excitement that churned through their environment, sweeping across the world in a holy wind. And here you sit. Be prepared to rush to the porticos this very day to witness these special happenings of resurrection.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 10, 2010

Scripture

Give thanks to the LORD, who is good, whose love endures forever. Psalm 118:1

p>Prayer

On this seventh anniversary of Donna’s passing, help me to sense your love most especially.

Response

This is a day to observe every step taken on your journey – every step. Encompass in this reflection all your actions, prayers, doubts, convictions, fears, joys, and aspirations. Take in the laughter, tears, and musings; the questions you have, the answers received, and above all the rich silence that surrounds. Bless your family and friends, the enduring friendships formed and sustained. And bless the life that still courses in your veins.

This is a day of remembrance – a day to give thanks for a full and gracious life with a once constant companion who helped to nudge you to the place that you now stand at the edge of the sea.

Yes, give thanks to the LORD, who is good, whose love endures forever.

All for this morning in this season of the resurrection.

Meditation – April 9, 2010

Scripture

Simon Peter said to them, “I am going fishing.” They said to him, “We also will come with you.” So they went out and got into the boat, but that night they caught nothing. John 21:3

Prayer

In the midst of Christ’s appearances, the apostles go fishing.

Response

No greater lesson is contained in this verse than get about your business because it is there that you will find me. There are those who sit paralyzed who wait for the next appearance, to confirm once again and then again the resurrection in their lives. Here you see Peter going fishing and it is then that Christ appears. The lesson is, you find me in the market place of your life as you go about performing responsibilities for which you are gifted. Peter learned that his skills as a fishermen prepared him to haul in a catch of a different sort and with no less enthusiasm.

So what is your passion? That is where you will meet me at a distance directing, gracing you, as I prepare at the same time a respite to nourish you on the shore. Peter was doing what he knew best; what do you know best? What stirs you alive as the thunder rumbling deep outside your window with flashes of lightening? Don’t be surprised if it is something for which you can’t earn enough to support yourself but provides the creative surge that propels you out of the boat in acknowledgement of the grace poured over you as the rain in a spring storm.

In the midst of your day and all the tasks awaiting your attention, remind yourself to go fishing, to plumb the depths under my direction; it might be in communicating with someone forgotten close, addressing a social issue ignored, composing thoughts to share with a loved one; and yes a prayer for those in need or suffering violence qualifies as well.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 8, 2010

Scripture

But they were startled and terrified and thought that they were seeing a ghost. Then he said to them, “Why are you troubled? And why do questions arise in your hearts? Luke 24:37-38

Prayer

Sometimes the historical perspective keeps me from being startled. Startle me this morning.

Response

When you succeed in parting all the cobwebs of distraction that rule your life, you are startled and almost tempted to look over your shoulder to ensure that no one has caught the look on your face. And yes, there are times when you were terrified like leaping from an aircraft for the first and maybe even second time. Can you recall instances when you suffered severe loss and for a time were terrified at the thought – yes thought in the mind – that what you accepted of life eternal might be simply an empty rumor of the mind – again the mind?

So how are you different from the apostles and disciples gathered in fear to be confronted by the risen Christ? Isn’t it time to embrace these words of the resurrection as the only reality you know in your heart; to hear the words, again in your heart, as recounted, spoken to you this very moment? And isn’t it time to address his question, why are you troubled? Or perhaps, he is asking, why are you still troubled?

For today, let go of all reservations and unvoiced doubts that have found a place in some darkened corridor in your heart and be present to his words as if spoken to you personally and directly. Listen intently to his response as if your life depended upon it – and it does.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 7, 2010

Scripture

While David was sitting between the inner and outer gates, the watchman went up to the roof of the gateway by the wall. As he looked out, he saw a man running alone. The watchman called out to the king and reported it. The king said, “If he is alone, he must have good news.” And the man came closer and closer. 2 Samuel 18:24

Prayer

Sustain me, Lord, as I wait – sometimes alone.

Response

It is in the early hours when all is still that my presence is most manifest. How you ask? In the whisper of the Spirit that subsumes you in its embrace. The echoing of silence in your ears dulls all distractions from your mind and stirs the heart to travel deep, along corridors familiar though forgotten at times in your haste.

See in this verse the wait, the vigilance, the search for signs, but most of all acceptance of what is delivered – news of victory and loss. How to comprehend the texture of life except in the threads woven under and over, dark and light, rough and smooth to create a tapestry worthy to be hung in the king’s banquet hall?

Alone, catch the footfall of the messenger; hear the words spoken in the stillness; respond from the heart – no pretense, simply the authentic murmurings of this solitary watchman peering through the shadows of the night. Ah, in this instance, you have an example of listening in prayer.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 6, 2010

Scripture

Peter (said) to them, “Repent and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins; and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. For the promise is made to you and to your children and to all those far off, whomever the Lord our God will call.” Acts 2:38-39

Prayer

Let me take in this promise.

Response

Take in the scope of these verses. First, wake up, become conscious. Take responsibility for your transgressions both in action and what in your lassitude you fail to respond. How many times have you remained sitting and did not object to injustice, perhaps saying, what could one person do? Look at transgressions as violations of the spirit – your spirit.

Become conscious to my voice. It is quite natural and right to ask forgiveness for a less than gracious response to injustice, for committing a deliberate act to secure your own satisfaction however it is disguised, or indulging in self-pity and blaming circumstances or others for your sorry plight.

Don’t labor over the above descriptions, or seek instances or justifications when you were the injured party. Rather accept your own transgressions and seek forgiveness; not as some rote, dictated practice, but rather as a sincere, heart-felt confession – self-examination – for the purpose of being transformed into the light in the gift of the Holy Spirit. You will know the difference of this forgiveness in the depth and resolution of your transformation – and of course your awakened state of consciousness.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 5, 2010

Scripture

I bless the LORD who counsels me; even at night my heart exhorts me. I keep the LORD always before me; with the Lord at my right, I shall never be shaken. Psalm 16:7-8

Prayer

Help me to break the boundary of night and day in your presence.

Response

You are coming to see that the boundaries of day and night are arbitrary. Think of the prayer uttered in the middle of the night before returning to sleep. It is difficult to determine when the prayer ceased and sleep resumed. This is not a call to insomniacs, rather an appreciation that your heart exhorts you even in the darkest night of the soul.

The psalmist is offering himself as a guide to remind you to keep the LORD always before you. He is risen – and for you especially. All is in order in your life; everything in balance, the timing of your world has never been more calibrated to eternal intention, despite the sorrows, loss, failing health, that you or loved ones might experience.

You are summoned to abandon the tomb of doubt and embrace the freedom bestowed in grace and love upon you this day. Christ is risen. Truly, He is risen.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 4, 2010

Scripture

One of them, named Cleopas, said to him in reply, “Are you the only visitor to Jerusalem who does not know of the things that have taken place there in these days?” Luke 24:18

Prayer

Show patience with me when I don’t get it – though I think I have.

Response

In the recounting of life experiences one discovers what holds significance for you, and this is so even if you are alone or describing events and the audience is not paying attention. Blessed are you if you have intimate partners, close friends, and family who are interested, ask questions. However, understand that these experiences that might have occurred longer ago than you thought you would have lived, or yesterday, hold a message for you to decipher.

What would it take for you to realize that all that you have experienced in life are not made up of random coincidences to dismiss, but signposts to a deeper truth? You all need someone to ask you where have you been and why, just like Celopas was asked on the road to Emmaus. And don’t dwell on what you term tragedy and loss, but include celebration and family reunions. All are cause for you to stretch, or to be stretched depending upon your state, in my grace.

Spend a moment in reflecting upon three events in your life that you would term significant and estimate the stretch that followed. Perhaps, you can acknowledge emerging compassion, commitment, forgiveness, joy, or love. That is what Jesus did on the road and does so this moment, either directly or through attentiveness of those around you. Consider your answers to your inquisitive traveling companion on your road to Emmaus.

All for today.

Meditation – April 3, 2010

Scripture

We were indeed buried with him through baptism into death, so that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might live in newness of life. Romans 6:4

Prayer

Speak of newness of life.

Response

With this verse, you are asked to sense freedom as if you have shed a weighty garment, a garment burdened with doubt, hesitancy, confusion, and puzzlement. In your emptiness you invite my presence; you become for the first time conscious, awake where no distraction can dilute my words to you. All that previously caught your attention to distraction cannot be remembered.

This new life is like an endless field ready for planting in an early spring. The rain of sorrow is absorbed quickly and fully into the soil of your life. New life is discovered in the love that embraces you in those you touch generously and without favor. In the light of this dawn you are blessed beyond measure and see as if your vision is restored.

Reflect upon the deep healing you receive in all aspects of your life; how you are born anew in faith and love. Register in your heart the blessing sto which you have become heir this very day. Rejoice in the newness of your life.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 2, 2010

Scripture

So shall he startle many nations, because of him kings shall stand speechless; for those who have not been told shall see, those who have not heard shall ponder it. Isaiah 52:15

Prayer

Allow me to appreciate more fully what I receive in your grace.

Response

At this season, especially this week, and most especially this day, you are startled, overwhelmed by the eagerness of those who anticipated in grace his appearance and suffering, and by those who witnessed his suffering. You can understand the life changing events he set in motion and from which you will never recover so to speak. Whether as a witness or someone who heard and pondered his word, each of you can never be the same.

Reflect as the king who stands speechless. Be the one who ponders for the first time the deepest meaning to words that might have been all too familiar up until now. Hear in the silence beyond the annual sermons, erudite texts, or even casual references echoing in the corridors of the mind.

Be the witness to these events unfolding in your life that have the deepest meaning for you beyond a weather pattern, a health, age or wealth status, or a political or economic forecast. The Passion has everything to do in representing his love for you. For these next days, be especially aware of his love as manifested in your life, in those around you and those quite distant, and ponder the affect it has made on who you are becoming.

All for this morning.

Meditation – April 1, 2010

Scripture

“I am the Alpha and the Omega,” says the Lord God, “the one who is and who was and who is to come, the almighty.” Revelation 1:8

Prayer

How many times must I read this line to accept unquestionably this truth in my life?

Response

You begin with the I Am in your life. No need to try to address the historical perspective, or even a projection into the future. For you today, the waves heard in the distance in the darkness, all you have to do is to hear that sound as a chorus of the Almighty, proclaiming his presence in your life – this very minute.

There are times when the resounding presence, as the constant rush of the ocean, paradoxically underlines what seem to be loneliness and the silence within even emptiness. It is at such times when you are invited to let go of memories of the past and any apprehensions of the future, and allow yourself to be filled with his presence. It is at such times your prayer is silent, reflecting the awe of the moment. Be struck dumb as you repeat in your heart the verse.

What more is there to do except accept the declaration in your presence from the Lord God, I am the Alpha and the Omega, the one who is and who was and who is to come, the almighty?

All for this morning.